I just have to board the plane. I just have to board the plan. I just have to board the plan.
I keep telling myself over and over. My anxiety is rolling but deep down I know this is right. If I can just step on the plan the rest will be easy. The unknown of this departure is making my stomach spin uncontrollably it is even hard to speak. My irrational self doubts keep creeping up and taking control.
I am leaving all that is known. Being dropped in the unknown and uncomfortable. My lifelong dreams of living abroad and finding what I am truly capable of is today.
SoloSploring 